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mr & mrs gambler

2012-02-27T00:31:00.000+08:00

hi reader :3

today is my last day of freedom/jobless day.

im starting my work at ion orchard spa elements tomorrow,which is one of my cousin's branch.

sad that i can no longer sleep until there's like no tomorrow anymore.

and i wont be having weekends off like how i used to when im working in office.

happy that i will be earning $1400 every month.

actually im already satisfied when my pay is $1200,im a easily satisfied kid :D

will be blogging lesser when i start working,but dear readers please dont abandon my blog okay?

wink wink*

been playing mahjong for the past 2 days for my last weekends,lucky that i keep ''zi mo'' & win money.

for those who dont know what is ''zi mo'',you could check with your friend who played mahjong.

it means you happen to take the tile you are waiting for & of course you will win more.

MR & MRS GAMBLER

watch this with babyboy.

this show is totally awesome,it freaking funny & you wont find some of the parts lame because i often find some of the funny movie lame & hard to laugh.

but prefer it to be in cantonese as this is a hongkong movie.

rated 5/5 stars by me.

go catch it when you'r free,you wouldn't regret it.

signing off

wendyiscrazy

my sleepy eyes,zeze turns 4 months big.

2012-02-23T01:07:00.000+08:00

sorry for my sleepy & tired eyes.

woke up at 9am for a training today for my new job.

it has been so damn long since i last wake up before 2pm.

sitting there listening to the trainer talk is like a total torturing to me.

but luckily bestie is there for the training with me.

went to toa payoh for a like exploring lunch over there.

im a singaporean & its like the first time i went there,can you believe it?!!

had mexican chicken at one of the foodcourt western stall over there & bestie is having chicken chop.

my mexican chicken,lots of cheese given ^^

bestie chicken chop.

took a long long time doing this with bestie.

a BIG BIG project indeed.

but seeing it comes out so well at the end,its all worth it!!

my godson zeze become a monk on his 4 months.

still so cute like his ganma :D

zeze's new friend look just like him (:

signing off

wendylikecrazy

enjoy life ttm^^

2012-02-21T01:38:00.000+08:00

hi reader:3

say hi to my new little baby rilakkuma bought by my baby boy

suppose to start work tomorrow but due to the trainer is unavailable,i shall just rest for one more weeks.

yeepyyy!!!

meet up with sis & godson zeze today.

im so amazed with zeze smile when i turn him around to look at him the moment i reach sis house.

he must be happy that his ganma come find him.

had seoul garden hotpot the other day.

not bad overall compared to other korean cuisine restaurant.

quite affordable and worth it.

signing off

wendy

how i spend my valentines day & hbd to precious^^

2012-02-17T01:48:00.000+08:00

hello reader :3

did you'll enjoy your valentines day? i did ^^

went for a interview with my besties at my cousin's shop.

interview pass & we will be starting our work on tuesday.

so im so gonna spend my every minute wisely this few days.

when i start work i guess i wouldn't have time to meet up with my loves one already.

we went to cineleisure to had our romantic budget macdonald meal.

everyone beside us is holding flowers with their boyfriend,but instead of flowers,we had ''fries'' in our hands.

LOL!! we really do have positive mindset.

oh ya,today is my precious 19th birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to her, just wanna tell her that no matter she's my one and only precious & i love her. ♥

bestie & i found this shop at orchard central which one section is full of ''rilakkuma''.

feel like buying all home.

empire state for valentines dinner with babyboy.

pork ribs with fries.

seafood pasta.

baked mussels,this one is freaking delicious.

watched this after dinner,watch this because of the 3 handsome taiwan guys.

a quite touching movie that makes me cry 2 times.

rated 4/5 stars by me.

check out the trailor ^^

sorry for the lousy drawing.

just me & godson zeze.

signing off

wendyiscrazy

happy valentines day!!~

2012-02-14T00:38:00.000+08:00

happy valentines day readers^^

had a great time with my bestie today. thanks bestie for accompany ing the whole day. we were like walking to all the branded shops to find a nice belt for my babyboy. at last we finally decided on amani exchange belt.

hope you all spend a nice valentine day with your loved ones.

the late birthday present i bought for bestie.

a super cute patrick thumbdrive.

eating is the most important part of every outing.

im offically bankrupt after buying babyboy valetines gift.

look how sad i am. HAHA

but all worth it because of the smile on babyboy face when he saw this.

desserts at the end of our outing.

watermelon & lychee snow ice at ION orchard.

signing off

wendyiscrazy

valentines is around the corner.

2012-02-11T22:39:00.000+08:00

hello reader :3

valentines day is around the corner.

guess only those who are attached will be excited for the day.

but those we are single dont have to be sad also.

being single doesn't means that you are ugly or not attractive enough.

its just that god are busy writing your love story.

those who just break up shouldn't be sad as well,you still have friends with you.

dont have to be upset because this person who dont even know how to appreciate you dump you.

always remember not to get upset over guys,when you are upset,they simply dont give a fcuk.

maybe just cried a bridge,forget the person & move on.

im sure there will be better option for you.

just enjoy your single life because single doesn't mean bad,single means you are free to hang out with anyone you like & do whatever you wants to do.

a awesome video for those who just break up,

watch it (:

signing off

wendyiscrazy

singing session with bestie^^

2012-02-08T00:21:00.000+08:00

hello reader :3

i went out with my bestie today for singing session with very very little make up. usually i put on really thick eyeliner,cause i feel they looks better on me. trying on my new blue lens. its been so long since i wear blue lens. the last time i wear is...when im in my secondary school (?) after finish schooling i start using grey,brown & even black lens. because i kinda feel thay bright colour like blue,green colour lens look like monster for me. anyway,we dint took much photo today. were busying singing but my singing is like oommmgggg!!~ is it because its have been so long since i sing. i dont seems to sing on the beat :O

sushi before we start our singing session.

my side view ^^

two pigs eating burger king hungrily after singing.

my outfit for today,necklace from pxdkitty (:

signing off

wendyiscrazy

cant get enough of baby zeze!!!

2012-02-06T16:33:00.000+08:00

meet up with my sis & my cutest godson zeze on friday. went causeway point to eat & shop for zeze. and right after i went off after meeting them i miss zeze so much. i just cant get enough of him. i think i can just stare at him whole day without doing anything & dont feel bored at all. he's a super duper adorable godson of mine. how could i not love him? ^^

zeze loves his ganma (godmother = me) to take photo of him.

zeze loves holding ganma hands too <3

signing off

wendyiscrazy

my blog is sooo dead...

2012-02-02T22:15:00.000+08:00

hello reader :3

was bored so decided to at least share something to you guys. as everyone knows im crazy over kpop stars & korean song. and i happen to find this guy name minhua singing one of my recent favourite song. you can click & listen to others of the song that he sing. he's awesome (:

any of you guys using path? i just started to use but still dont really know how to use it. anyway,add me as friend ''wendy likecrazy''. thanks & byeeee ^.^

signing off

wendyiscrazy

happy birthday besties!!

2012-02-01T00:08:00.000+08:00

hello readers!! :3

back home from celebrating my dearest besties msbirdy weiyi with her. had dinner at nihon mura. buffet sushi ^^ super fattening i swear!! we eat till we nearly had no strength to walk out of the shop but still we managed to eat one macha ice-cream each before we left.

besties & me (:

poloroid taken ^^

my outfit for today. bought this new shirt actually just for chinese new year so that i got something cooling to wear back to malaysia while visiting my malaysia relative. but kinda love it more & more after wearing it. love the prints along the collar.

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY besties!

enjoy this awesome day of your & stay happy ^-^

signing off

wendyiscrazy

cough cough

2012-01-29T01:02:00.000+08:00

hello reader :3 *cough cough*

im sick for the past 2 days. coughing my lungs out. went zouk for kpop party. but im like there for 1 hour & suddenly my asthma come. waste money cab home to inhale my medicine. feeling drowsy now due to my medicine. anw bestie birthday is reaching. will be busy planning for her birthday :D

signing off

wendyiscrazy

ganma always love you no matter what.

2012-01-26T21:57:00.000+08:00

hi reader :3

today meet up with sis & godson zeze. zeze now is 3 months & 4 days. zeze loves to wink and smile with his killer smile. each day i met him,i fell in love with it sooo deeply. and i cant part with him every time. sis & zeze came to my house. mum & bro loves him soo much too. keep playing with him. seeing zeze happy i also feel so happy :D hope he will stay happy forever.

me without make up & zeze poloroid^^

signing off

wendyiscrazy

back from hellllll...

2012-01-25T02:40:00.000+08:00

hi reader :3

im back from hell. my hell is to go back to johore,the place where my dad grow up in. every year im struggling to go back. and yes! i hate going back. reasons why i hate going back. firstly,there's nothing over there. like a total kampong with mosquito-free,no aircon. secondly,there's no family feeling over there. everyone is like wearing a damn mask. pretending good to you but behind talking bad about you. but who cares! i one year only see them one time. and i dont give a fcuk of how they see me. thirdly,there's no wifi,no reception over there. & I JUST HATE IT THERE^^

anyway i have decided not to go back next year. yeepy!!! (:

my new-born cousin.

watermelon butt*

signing off

wendyiscrazy

part II of my 20th birthday celebration.

2012-01-23T02:51:00.000+08:00

hello readers :3

i really wish to thanks the 130 plus of my facebook friend's birthday wishes. and my besties,brothers,sister,darling who especially send me a text message wishing me happy birthday & telling me how much they loved me. im really happy with them in my life. did you all had a fun time having reunion dinner with your family? i did ^^ i went bishan to to have brunch with baby and movie ''alls wells ends wells''. its really special to watch chinese new year movie on birthday. movie rated 2.5/5 by me. compared to last few years ''AWEW'',this wasn't as funny. after movie went to baby house to have dinner with reunion dinner & went to my grandma house to have second round of dinner and im really happy to celebrate my birthday with all my aunts,uncles & cousins. get double angbao as well (:

newspaper alike menu

reading menu like uncle :D

gucci perfume from baby,loving it maxxxx!!

blueberry soda with vanilla ice-cream.

my cheese birthday cake

ps: its really nice but i only managed to had abit. everyone is snatching to eat.

my 1st wish - be able to save lots of money

my 2nd wish - be happy everyday.

my 3rd wish - secret ^^

me,brother & two pretty cousins.

signing off

wendyiscrazy

my 20th birthday celebration with besties!!

2012-01-22T01:18:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR & HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY to myself!!

the first person who wish me happy birthday 12 sharp is jason. followed by bestie xuanwei,besties weiyi,my ex-colleague kale & sister geraldine. thanks for those who wish me happy birthday in facebook as well. wont be posting too much of my birthday celebration here. check out my facebook album if you wanna see more (:

http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.2537689646650.2112810.1385908336&type=3

my 3 beloved besties.

10 years of friendship & still counting on...

kenki sushi for dinner.

the train that amazed us all.

press the button to send the train back.

ipad to order.

today is 22th & we are sitting at table 22th ^^

angbao that besties give me. loving it!!~

poloroid that we took, wasn't perfect but its the friendship that counts.

us!!

really thanks them alot for celebrating with me. they're the best human on earth that i cant live in life. my life wont be perfect without them. i love every single of you besties ♥♥♥

signing off

wendyiscrazy

our first USS trip !

2012-01-15T00:46:00.000+08:00

hi readers! :3

as promised to all of you that i will work harder to blog & here i am ^^

went universal studio singapore on friday with baby. was a happyyyyy day!!! despite that i nearly lost my soul during the 2 red and blue roller coaster ride. im like a small kid hoping and looking all the way from i step into USS. everything to me is so beautiful and new. walking to every single corner & cant stop taking photos without even feeling abit of tiredness. but,im just gonna post some of the photo.

our tickets!!

pardon that my nails is really awful :P

transformer ride.

best ride in uss.

i have no idea whats his name,but he's really epic.

2 of my boys^^

BUMBLEBEE!!! my favourite transformer charactor.

Often referred to as the "smallest autobot", bumblebee often volunteers for missions where his small size is an asset. He also possessed the best eyesight of all the autobots which made him an ideal scout. Was rebuilt into Goldbug in the return of Optimus Prime, part 2.

OPTIMUS PRIME!

Once a young robot known as Orion Pax, he was attacked by Megatron in the episode war dawn and later rebuilt, making him into the formidable optimus prime. As leader of the autobots, he has dedicated himself to a life of stopping the decepticons wherever they attack.

the corn soup in the pizza soup was awesome.

far far away.

with winner woodpecker & woodpecker

signing off

wendyiscrazy

fish spa day!!~

2012-01-08T23:43:00.000+08:00

hello thereeee!!~

finally able to take a photo with my make up finally. went qian hu fish farm with baby on sat. took a free shuttle bus from choa chu kang interchange to qian hu. the bus come every half an hour. while finding fish spa at qian hu fish farm. took alot of pretty fishes (:

have no idea whats the weird looking sea snail is. but just find it funny and take a photo of it.

$10 for 30 mins,fish spa.

its abit ticklish when you just started putting your feet in it. the fish will ''chiong'' to your feet & start kissing your feet.

they even had bigger fish. if you are not afraid of it you can try!

rilakkuma resting on our hair while we are on our way to jurong point looking for good food for dinner.

my baby rilakkuma.

japanese rice.

miso soup.

tappanyaki beansprout.

seafood and beef tampanyaki. the scallops is sooo delicious.

grilled salmon with special sauce.

vegatable pizza.

this lil boy is sooo cute. he spend almost 90% of his eating time giggling,nodding his head & baby talking with me.

signing off

wendyiscrazy

rilakkuma !!

2012-01-06T23:51:00.000+08:00

rilakkuma handphone strip.

rilakkuma stickers.

rilakkuma iphone button sticker.

rilakkuma earphone plug in

(gonna give the peach colour one to girlfriend)

last,rilakkuma casing.

recently crazy over rilakkuma. everywhere i go the first thing i go to every shop is rilakkuma. spend like almost $50 on all this iphone rilakkuma accessories. and im so in love with my iphone now. having fever yesterday night till today. and im slowly getting better now. find out that i've been blogging very little recently. guess im gonna work harder and try to blog more (:

signing off

wendyiscrazy

bad 2012.

2012-01-02T01:26:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012 to everyone!!

my first day & second day of 2012 was really bad for me. i guess every girls are like me,we all hate to be neglect. and im being totally neglected this 2 days. i really hope that i wouldn't have known him at the first place & falling so deeply in love with him. everything is always proving me wrong in every way. getting disappointed and forgiving him every single time makes me really tired. its always love that hurt me the most. hope for the rest of 2012 will turn out better for me.

signing off

wendyiscrazay

happy belated christmas

2011-12-27T22:52:00.000+08:00

happy belated christmas to all my readers!!

has been really busy with work and meeting all my loved ones. even exact christmas also no time to blog. i've been spending my xmas wisely. when out with besties on christmas eve for lunch at aston.

snapple + mushroom soup with garlic bread for just $5 additional to your set meal.

hockery BBQ chicken

sirloin steak

salmon pasta with tomato sauce.

pork rib.

bestie cherilyn & weiyi

bestie xuanwei & me

banana split for dessert :D

us ^^

me with specs :B

korean food for dinner with baby.

kimchi!!

not sure what kimchi is this. but nice!(Y)

)

potato salad.

marinated beansprout

salads

green veggie to wrap meat.

marinated seaweed with onion.

kimchi chigae.

beef bibibum

pork belly.

free dessert.

signing off

wendyiscrazy

the worthy ones.

2011-12-24T01:00:00.000+08:00

done with my face mask,hair treatment and body spa. currently doing my nails,and im painting my nails green to suit the christmass tree. hahahaha :D the purpose im doing so many things to doll myself up is for the christmas meeting with my besties tomorrow^^ and that means is photo day!! gonna have lunch buffet with them like rich taitai. after that meeting baby for movie and dinner at marina barrage. im so excited with today. hope i wont get too excited till i cant sleep tonight,then i will have to take photo with my dark panda eyes. 2 more days to christmas. meet up with bestie weiyi just now to had dinner and shop christmas present with her but end up she didn't bought anything ._. went home put my stuff and off to meet precious. she like a damn emo cann~ although she doesn't look like. lol. we were planning for our clubbing day on 4th jan. her first time to club. my 1..2..3..4..5.. countless time of club. anw im satisfied with my life now. with all my loved one by my side. all i hope is things just remain the same (:

signing off

wendyiscrazy

kpop party with DJ masa!!~

2011-12-19T23:29:00.000+08:00

6 more days till christmas. and i kinda cant wait for it. cant wait to celebrate with all my beloved friends. went for shopping yesterday. bought 2 dress that baby choose for me. and a high heels boots. loved the boots so much. gonna wait for party soon. went club coco for kpop party on sat. totally loving it. gonna go for the next one at zouk. clubbing with my favourite korean song is the best!!

bottoms up !!~

my long long friends,awesome night with them (:

signing off

wendyiscrazy

someone...

2011-12-17T00:45:00.000+08:00

went work with angelia today,my new workmate. we went to bugis street for like 5 times to buy and change our hello kitty handphone casing. finally everything is done. satisfied!! head to find precious after that. chat abit with her & went to town to meet baoyuan. had nihon mura with him. he bought me a new chip anyway. lots of love!!♥♥♥

me & my beloved workmate~ ♥

signing off

wendyiscrazy

2 days of outing with besties! (:

2011-12-13T22:10:00.000+08:00

been a while since i blog. recently was busy over work & stuff. meet up with besties just now to have dinner. walked 3 shopping mall & finally decided what to eat. how picky we are. LOL. but what to do?! we are girls ma. and guess the only thing we are picky with is food. 2 FATASS!! hehe^^ so we went for just dinner & went back home as i was too tired to stay out too late.

japanese cheese unagi pizza

besties's chicken chop wasabi myo.

my seafood cream pasta.

i have no idea why its blur,mayb i was too tired after work.

photo taken on last saturday.

i look FAT :'(

my beloved besties.

while waiting for food at ichiban sushi.

mango soda (?)

i forgotten the name so lets just called it salmon set.

cause there's chawamushi,fried salmon & raw salmon.

mine,lets just called it seafood set with fried egg & rice.

there's chawamushi & raw salmon as well.

price around $18,super worth it.

we are not in the gents okay!

the hmm is it called? the guy toliet bowl is for kids. LOL

dear HEART! please stop getting yourself involved with everything.

your job is just to pumb blood,thats all!

signing off

wendyiscrazy

iphone please fix yourself

2011-12-10T01:32:00.000+08:00

finally have a chance to upload my new hair photo. kinda loving this new hair style. it looks like i have thicker hair because im really having little hair & the previous hairstyle is really flat. but one thing i hate about it is i had to wake up half an hour to blow my hair dry and maintain it in a way that i wanted for the whole day. currently trying to fixed the stupid problem for my iphone. the app is not even downloading. search google,all says need to reboot. and i reboot like 5 times. the app just stuck there without even downloading. and the connection just keep spinning and spinning. cool or what? i need some help here!! IM PISSED!!

signing off

wendyiscrazy

bring the boys out!~

2011-12-06T21:41:00.000+08:00

BRING THE BOYS OUT! recently loving snsd song,the boys. its tuesday today. ONLY TUESDAY!! 3 more work days to go =.= after working in office,everyday i been wishing its saturday sunday. the 2 off day i had. dyed and cut my long hair shorter yesterday. kinda of loving the new dark brown colour and shorter hair. head felt less weight and my hair looks healthy with the new colour. most probably will be updating my new hair on this friday.

signing off

wendyiscrazy

goodbye baby goodbye!

2011-12-05T11:50:00.001+08:00

chewing on my childhood favourite french bread right now in office. shall blog abit! had a awesome date with besties yesterday at town after her exam. craving for kbox but the damn online booking needs 4 hours advance booking. so change to shopping. bought a dress for december 17 kpop party. seriously i cant wait for it. im like sooo damn excited. imagine DJ will only be spinning korean song. isn't it awesome? hopefully DJ is spinning those song that i really like. rather then i always goes to club and like wondering what english song is it to almost every song.

favourite toy! chip

do my besties look alike melody :D

besties bought me this!

my early christmas present.

anyway im feeling so much better now. no longer getting upset over fail relationship. being upset,cry over it doesn't help. i guess i see things more clearly now. if someone really love you,they will hold on to you no matter what. but if someone doesn't love you anymore,they will tried their best to push you away. so to those who doesn't cherish me. you can jolly well get out of my life. my life don't need to have you to be awesome. but im living awesomely without you.

GOODBYE BABY GOODBYE!

signing off

wendyiscrazy

take me away!~

2011-12-03T15:05:00.000+08:00

i just cant find any reason for myself to be happy. just tired of everything. living for the sake of living. is just me & myself who bother. parents often say the problem is not about you falling down is about how you learn to get up by yourself. but sometimes we just need someone there to help us stand up isn't it. we just don't even have the strength & courage to stand. im not afraid to leave this world,the only thing im afraid is you leaving my world. i often ask myself why must i still live on when no one bother & when im struggling to live every single day. how nice will it be if i just die in my sleep. so that i don't have to face this world the next day i woke up. i don't need to be afraid of you leaving me,ending up hugging others. don't need to think whether you still need me,miss me,love me.

GOD! IF YOU SEE THIS,TAKE ME AWAY! PLEASE!

sincerely,me.

signing off

wendyiscrazy

活着却比死还痛苦

2011-12-01T21:42:00.000+08:00

when im upset,everyday to me is a torture.

listening to sad miserable music thinking why is it happening to me.

standing in a corner...

hiding in a corner...

telling myself stop being upset hoping that it works.

looking at the mirror scolding myself but still doesn't works.

know that i should stop being upset but i just cant find a reason to smile.

don't feel like going out,just wanna be alone.

做人已经那么累，假惺惺的想要逃

活着却比死还痛苦.

signing off

wendyiscrazy

離れていても

2011-12-01T14:07:00.000+08:00

have anyone of you ever ask yourself how many more times must you yourself get hurt before you really give up trying? i did! but there's no answer to it. we told ourself that we don't deserve all this,we shouldn't be treat like this. but yet we're still walking toward the one who hurt us the most. its because we rather get hurt just to be with them,rather then letting them walking away from us. all we wants is him to protect us,pampered us,love us. is it too much to ask for it? but out of so many ways,they actually use the most cruel way thinking its the best way to protect us. we didn't say how much we are hurt doesn't mean we don't feel anything.

離れていても

signing off

wendyiscrazy

i need to slim down!!!

2011-11-29T02:03:00.001+08:00

its midnight right now. and im back from my night jogging. its really rare for me to jog. the only reason i went for a jog is because i find myself becoming fatter and fatter. in less then one year. i gain 5 kg,from 32kg till now almost 37kg. im a fat ass right now. hahahaha!! so i really need to slim down. and for now im putting myself & kpop infront of everything,including relationship. relationship brings nothing but heart-broken. i hope my reader please tag in english because i don't really understand malay. lots of love ^^

this guy here name ''minhua''. he's a super adorable guy. his awesome voice is like WOW! how did i first get to start listening to all his song. i was just randomly skipping kpop video on youtube. and just happen to click him. ohmy! am i confessing my love over here? LOL im just a fan girl that admire him alot.

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wendyiscrazy

baby tristan 1st month

2011-11-28T01:03:00.000+08:00

went to see my godson tristan today. he look so different the day he was born. but still as adorable. he's such a over active lil fellow. cant stop waving his hand for a second. hope he faster grow up healthy & strong. had a great time talking to sis as well. it been so long since talked to her. she's always busy taking care of tristan and dint even pick up my call :(

signing off

wendyiscrazy

cnlue ftw!~

2011-11-25T13:21:00.000+08:00

CNblue

freezing at workplace. there's lots of calls waiting for me to call but im just sick & tired of calling. sooo... shall slack when boss is not around ^^ one bad thing is im stuck in this office,i dont even have a card myself to tap out to go out of this office. such a big company even make me a card de money also want save. cant wait to finish work and meet up with precious. i swear the chicken essence i need to pass to her is heavy. for her,do this abit of things is alright. anw macdonald curry sauce is back! feel free to save up this photo on your phone or print it out. simply flash it to the cashier and you will be able to enjoy buy 1,get 1 free 6pcs nuggets. isnt it awesome?

signing off

wendyiscrazy

stresssss!!~

2011-11-23T21:08:00.000+08:00

know why i say im fine?

because its difficult to find someone to actually understand me.

when was the last time i blog? last 2 days? or maybe longer then that. was kinda stress of work nowadays. those stress is really making me suffocating. most probably will change other job if i found one. i dont know about all other people,but the best way for me to de-stress is to put on my earpierce & blast korean song into my ears. as loud as possible!!! at least i could forget all those things that make me so stress out. unlike others i prefer to be alone when im not in my good mood. and i guess im gonna fall sick soon. today is the third day im having my sore throat,imagine talking for more then 4 hours per day. wont sore throat i not human is robot already.

signing off

wendyiscrazy

i want more weekends!!

2011-11-21T02:28:00.000+08:00

another sunday shopping spree wit besties again. kinda of addicted to take photo of my ''centre-parting'' hair style. haha!! intended to had aston for dinner but we happen to walk by a western restaurant called ''streakout''. the signature dish teriyaki chicken steak is nice,but the seafood pasta is abit blend. but one thing good is that they doesn't have service charge and GST. isnt it great? most singapore restaurant,i mean all has this 2 charges. i shall not spend much wit besties next weekend i guess. mayb just movie and cheap food. thinking of tomorrow working make me super turn off can!!!

my favourite part in dream high.

IU & jason.

IU sooo cute!! when she says annyeong jason & claimed that she dint see his phone.

signing off

wendyiscrazy

dream high

2011-11-20T02:57:00.000+08:00

finish watching DREAM HIGH. doesn't like the ending. but at least in the end pil suk and jason is together. hehe^^

went johore to shop wit mum today. i actually spend 250RM on eating and buying useless things as usual. intentionally wanna to change a new blogskin but im too tired plus lazy to edit and do here and there. shal do some other days when im free.

signing off

wendyiscrazy

movie,marche & korean food!

2011-11-18T00:33:00.000+08:00

watched happy feet 2 3D. wasnt that nice. not recommended,totally waste of money. its only nice when little eric talk and the rest is like BORINGGGG!!~

grilled salmon

pork knuckle

ginger beer that we took wrong.

wanted to drink root beer.

cheese sausage wit roasti.

dint really like those food at marche.

the only food nice there is this sausage ._.

vanilla latte wit chocolate powder

instant seaweed soup

seafood udon

korean red chilli paste

the super nice kimchi imported from korean

korean cherry coke.

doesn't hab the taste of cherry more to almond.

currently enjoying dobbokki & kimchi at the same time. super nice lah the kimchi. shall go back to korean mart to get somemore next time. i know im more and more crazy over korean,one week never eat kimchi will make me go crazy. tmr gonna try cooking kimchi chijae and marinated pork belly for me and mum's dinner (:

signing off

wendyiscrazy

jung yonghwa

2011-11-16T16:16:00.000+08:00

CNblue leader jung yonghwa

currently in office. work till im going crazy. everyday im staying in the office all alone. poor me T.T so im actually blogging now to de-stress abit. recently been watching dream high,i know its a really long drama but i just wanna finish watching it. from episode 1 till episode 4 i been like forcing myself to watch it. its really a very lousy show for me. but oh well,start to become quite addictive to me after episode 4. love to watch IU acting as a ugly and fat girl. her voice was totally awesome. it makes me feel like carrying a toy of the boy i like as well. i think i should find a toy similiar to yonghwa and carrying it whereever i go. LOL :D i should get back to work i guess,or else boss will be nagging at me again. anw i just post a video at the bottom of this post. those who hate kpop please watch it! and you'll cant stop us from loving kpop. KPOP FTW!~ and also readers please kindly add me in facebook or twitter. facebook account is wendy likecrazy. twitter account is wendylikeCRAZY. thanks(: byee peepo!!

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wendyiscrazy

you are the apple of my eyes.

2011-11-14T00:00:00.000+08:00

went cineleisure for lunch buffet at nihon mura wit besties. we eat like no one business. super full after that. went H & M to shop. no difference from forever 21 & zara. watched ''you are the apple of my eyes''. was a mad awesome movie. super touching. i cried and when im turning to besties,she's crying as well. and the two girls beside us were crying too. rated 5/5 stars by me. those who have not watch yet,should go and watch. you wont regret. after movie walk to fareast to buy shoes. shoot our 2 nice poloroid photos at last. put in our wallet and we are sooo happy already. 2 easily satisfied girls :D

our salmon. yum yum*

was too busy eating and i only managed to take this.

you are the apple of my eyes!

signing off

wendyiscrazy

VIP gold

2011-11-10T23:40:00.000+08:00

bought this super + beblesh balm BB cream online for just $19.90 which retail price is around $34 if im not wrong. there's 2 type of BB cream for this one is hot pink which is more for oily skins. and this that i bought is actually called VIP gold which is more for dry skins. im tried to apply a lil of it on my bare face and it really blend into my skin colour. i think i shall try the hot pink sample that comes with it and see whether which of them suit me more.

i think im turning into a working maniac,im actually thinking of even working on my weekends recently. its like extremely weird for me to think this way. hahahahaha!!

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wendyiscrazy

yongseo couple.

2011-11-09T00:23:00.000+08:00

finish wit my yongseo couple. yonghwa & seohyun. yonghwa,my new love in kpop. seohyun,my favourite maknae of snsd. as usual i cried :'( this is the forth couple i watch and each time they end i cried wit them. this is how emotional i am. or maybe im not in my very good mood today. and the only time i could really let go of my tears is when i watch dramas. its okay,i will be fine^^

signing off

wendyiscrazy

forget the guy that doesn't know how to love you.

2011-11-08T19:25:00.000+08:00

im offically single. this time round i break up cooly. hehe^^ not because i dont love him anymore. but i rather end this relationship earlier before we both suffer more. being wit him at the first place was wrong i guess. at first were really sweet. but as times goes by,things change. and im tired of trying. shall live my life to the fullest (:

why should i care if you never did?

2011-11-07T19:59:00.000+08:00

currently at home. not been eating a single thing since i woke up. moodless = no appetite. i used to think that i had the most thoughtful boyfriend. but things proves me wrong each day. things changes,things wasn't not the same anymore. i tried to give in but its still the same. i guess i shall give up. not gonna try anymore. the more i tried,the more i will get disappoint. he wants me to know how he feel. how about mine? his feeling is only feeling but mine a shit? how much i changes because of him,did he even bother to take a look at it?

signing off

wendyiscrazy

best friends.

2011-11-05T15:17:00.000+08:00

went bugis to shop wit my beloved besties. we start shopping after eaten japanese food. time seems to pass so fast when we were shopping. i bought a new bag,a new wallet and a new longsleeve shirt. besties bought her working pants and shirt. had a really fun times shopping wit her. but after shopping i feel that i spend too much. lol ._.

found this at besties cup while chilling at starbuks. so took it down(:

BEST FRIENDS!

crazily taking photos in train otw home. i know this 2 photo of me were really unglam. so please only look at this 2 photos for 3 seconds and start scrolling down. 3..2..1.. okay over! scroll down :D

caramel macchito & vanilla sip(?)

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wendyiscrazy

click if you hate me.

2011-11-03T22:42:00.000+08:00

deleted my previous post. maybe some will get offended of what i write. and maybe you should look at my blog carefully before you start reading my blog. it write clearly over there that if you hate me click there. or maybe you can also click that (X) thingy on the top right hand corner. tyvm! okay,anw i hope my reader write their name in the tag board before posting in case i mess up(:

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wendyiscrazy

HI november!!

2011-11-01T14:43:00.000+08:00

today is the first day of november,kinda of my lucky month. closed 2 cases,thats means i got extra income already. hehe^^ currently blogging in office. was damn bored & i was sleeping my whole morning in the office. sorry for my scary face cause im not wearing any make up on my face. but at least i edit the photo abit so it doesnt look that bad :D im off to do my work. had a great day ahead readers!

signing off

wendyiscrazy

siao ding dong ding ding ding ding!!

2011-11-01T00:19:00.000+08:00

hello!!~

im here to blog as i promised (: back from dinner wit my besties. had korean BBQ that i bought on groupon which i get it for half price. just $12.50 each person and we were like so full. had a totally awesome day. i LOVE going out and laughing like crazy wit them. intentionally tell myself to sleep at 12 but now its already pass 12 .__. tomorrow is pay day. and im gonna really shop for my stuff. been so long since i shop. okay! i shall head to bed before i cant wake up for work tomorrow again.

グッドナイト!! \(^.^)/

signing off

wendyiscrazy

SCARY halloween!!

2011-10-30T23:27:00.000+08:00

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!! oppsy! i think i should say scary halloween. haha. just wanna wish all my readers a scary halloween. anw i dont really know when is the exact halloween day. intentionally going to universal studio tonight but was really afraid of those ''ghost'' and their tickets is all sold out as well. finish watching heartstring and there's no korean drama i could watch now. my running man only release one episode per week T.T cant wait for tomorrow!! cant wait to see all my besties and had dinner together. gonna snap snap alot of photo i swear :D

signing off

wendyiscrazy

happy deepavali !!~

2011-10-27T00:48:00.000+08:00

firstly HAPPY DEEPAVALI to all my indian readers & friends. i know i have been blogging really less recently and dint really post any photo of myself as well. has been really lazy to put on make ups and take photo. there's only me and one female colleague in office,i make up also no one will see. lol. but i make sure i will post photo of myself next week. cause im going for a gathering dinner wit all my besties. im sooo looking forward to it. cant wait!! my recent addiction,drama heart string.not really a new drama but out by this year. total of episode 15. kinda of short isn't it? was in love wit this main actor in it. ''jung yonghwa'' he's a charming plus cute guy (:

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wendyiscrazy

baby tristan,22 oct.

2011-10-24T03:54:00.000+08:00

not been blogging for the past 5 days. was busy wit work and stuff. sister gave birth to my godson tristan yesterday. 22 october 2011. welcome him to this world! something very coincidence is my birthday is actually on 22 jan and sister is 22 july. now baby tristan is also 22. lol. carrying him in my arms i feel so happy. his small eyes,nose and mouth only can use 'cute' to describe. how i hope i could kidnapped him home and look at him all day long. haha. i really hope baby tristan could grow up strong and healthy. dont fall sick baby tristan,godmom love you (:

signing off

wendyiscrazy

red pig !!

2011-10-19T11:47:00.000+08:00

me & besties went for our romance korean dinner on monday. it was totally awesome & both of us was damn full after ordering extra rice. the shop is called ''red pig'' located at amoy street. a super traditional korean cuisine restaurant. their most famous red pig dish is the best. might be abit spicy for those who dont take spices but still have to try. you wouldn't regret!

currently emo ing at workplace. had a fight wit boyfriend. been quarreling recently and seriously im tired of this relationship already. i always thought as long as i find someone who love me and i love him can already. but things doesn't seems this way. love is not the only thing that can make relationship last. outer of me maybe seems so alright but inner of me is not. i dont know when i still can hold on to this unstable relationship.

signing off

wendyiscrazy

recent addiction!

2011-10-14T00:39:00.000+08:00

currently doing research for poloroid. totally into this recently. but the film is really expensive. every pierce of film is like throwing money. LOL! going to bed real soon,although im gonna secretly go work on 11am instead of 10am. seriously i cant wait to get pay but its not to buy those things i want but pay all my bill .___. meeting besties tmr for thai food. cant wait!! it been like soo long since i last met her. anw i hope my precious can live her life well cause recently her relationship isn't really that smooth. i hope the one she love would appreciate her and understand her more. guys always feel that girls are very hard to satisfied,its because they dint even tried.

this new taiwan drama name ''ring ring bell'' is soo damn nice(Y) i cried thru out the first and second episode. and i cant wait till next week when the next episode come out. it been soo long since i find a taiwan drama that worth watching. peter he is HOT !! <3

signing off

wendylikecrazy

sleeping mode.

2011-10-11T17:13:00.000+08:00

been really busy for work recently. totally no time to catch up wit korean stuff. currently talking to my boss and blogging. waiting to finish work and wait for boyfriend to fetch me for dinner. been fixing my office wireless the whole day long. and guess what,my boss come and fix in less then 5 min .___.

oh no! its monday!

2011-10-10T02:14:00.000+08:00

tomorrow start working wit my new colleague. shall watch my drama at work tmr. recently there's like quite a few arguement between me and boyfriend. maybe im being too sensitive over small lil things bah. but now everything is fine now. i realise that im soo much stronger then before. this world make me become more realistic and stronger i guess. nothing can easily pulled me down. cause i went thru the toughest period of time myself.

if you cannot change the fact,change yourself.

signing off

wendyiscrazy

koi koi koi(:

2011-10-07T13:16:00.000+08:00

currently sneezing in office. gonna go for my lunch after half an hour. still thinking of what i wanna eat. boyfriend is soo sweet today. told him yesterday that i feel like drinking KOI and he actually bought it to me to my office for me (:

45 THINGS A GIRL WANT, BUT WON'T ASK FOR:

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.

6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say “I love her more than you”, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.

16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she’s beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she’s your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her.

24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!
26. Don’t lie to her.
27. DON’T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can always count on you.

31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.
35. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If she’s upset, comfort her.

36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.

41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you’re sitting on her.

You’ll never know when she needs just a little more love .. ♥!

signing off

wendyiscrazy

real steel!!!

2011-10-07T01:17:00.000+08:00

im here again to blog today. watch real steel. and its really freaking awesome! rated 5/5 by me. the main actor is actually the guy who act as wolfverine(?) my idol!!! today is the forth day i work,everything is going smoothly. and since the first day i start working,boyfriend have been fetching me after work. he still came to my company just to accompany me for lunch. and he was late for his company classes. guilty :( anw,i was really happy to see my readers commenting on my tag board and still reading my blog. yes! i will keep on blogging till you all stop seeing my blog :D

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wendyiscrazy

when im wit you.

2011-10-06T02:40:00.000+08:00

been a few days since i last blogged. as im busy wit work and everything. think all my readers start to run away already. lol. kinda love my work. slack slack and slack. start work at 10am every day finish work 6pm. total of 8 hours of work as coodinator. but i usually facebook surf net till 2pm then i start doing my work. and continue to slack at 5am till i end work. without laptop wit me i think i will be bored to death. anw im off to bed. nights peepo!!~

signingoff

wendyiscrazy

my one and only love.

2011-10-03T03:52:00.000+08:00

shall do a quick blog before i head off to bed. need to wake up tmr at 8am for work. first day and first time working at office. kinda of excited. teehee^^ didn't went to USS today. decided to go on next month 15th. our 1st anniversary! woohoo!!~ love my bf more and more each day. i really appreciate everything he done for me. his surprise,his thoughfulness and his love to me. he never failed to fetch me from work everyday,regardless how sleepy he is. i really could feel that he's trying his very best to give me everything the best. went to bought couple toothbrush,couple towel & photo frame today. gonna go print our photo tmr if i had the time.

KELVIN KOH he's my one and only love <3

present 1 & 2

his house key wit my favourite toy chip inside that lil sweet pink bag.

this chip was bought last week i guess by bf,he's name is NONO.

present 3 was a lovely sweet text.

''i found a gift that is you. my world is always here for you, you will never got lost or alone , cause im always here for you. love you de laogong<3''

signing off

wendyiscrazy

simple word like this.

2011-09-30T03:43:00.000+08:00

today on my super bad mood. quarrel with mum. i wanna fcuking get out of this stupid house of mine.this house never ever think of what i actually need. they just keep using their own way to care and love me. a 19 years old person cannot even go overseas wit friends for even one day. wtf?! im might not be old enough to take care of myself but im old enough to take responsible for what i do. i been supporting myself for the past 4 year plus and still they could say that im a child?

boyfriend tell me something very sweet today after knowing that im not very happy wit my mum. he said :''no matter what,i would be by your side. remember this,you're not alone anymore,you still have me.'' although its just a short and simple sentence. but it really make me feel so much better. sometimes the only thing i need is just a simple word like this or just a warm hug (:

signing off

wendyiscrazy

fate is in our hand.

2011-09-29T03:55:00.000+08:00

yesterday went KK hospital wit my sis. heard tristan heartbeat. its super loud. such a active godson of mine (: tristan chua is his name. this lil godson of mine is coming to this world in 5 weeks time. currently listening to my favourite song 散場的擁抱. went to bf house just nao. blackshot and cook maggie mee for him. this few days im been thinking of him alot cause of him contacting me again. i cant deny that my heart moved for him. but i really cant forget how much he hurt me and how hard i go thru everything all myself. no one pulled me up,i stand up all by myself. fate doesn't broke us apart. he did. so i deserved someone better isn't it? until now i can remember clearly,those words that tear my heart apart. we are not suitable for each other,he made us not suitable. we are meant to be,he made us not made to be. we dont understand each other,for the past 10 months together,he could say all this. all he care is himself. he thought stop contacting me,i would be better without even asking me. and i cant afford to get hurt by him once more time again. time will prove everything i guess. anw my boyfriend is treating me well,just hope nothing will break us apart. i can see that he's trying his very best to give me the best. he's a really thoughtful boyfriend. cant wait to go uss wit him this sun.

i love you kelvin koh ♥♥♥

signing off

wendyiscrazy

you dont know what is love.

2011-09-27T00:34:00.000+08:00

been a few days since i last blogged. was busy wit my interview today. meeting up wit sis tomorrow to KKH for scanning i guess. currently listening to shinee - lucifer jap version. still prefer the korean version. sometimes i wonder how can i move on when im once so in love with him. maybe is because of his heartless bah. when your heart is tear apart totally by someone. your heart seems to lost all those feeling that you once had. for me now i cant say that i dont love him anymore. all i could say is my feeling for him dead. and like what he told me before. there's no future in us. cause he destroyed it in his hand.

signing off

wendylikecrazy

happy birthday shinee key!!

2011-09-23T10:56:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to shinee KEY!!! ♥♥♥

the almighty dancing diva,fan of justin bieber. shinee onew say that if he became a girl,he'd date key because key is ''unique,strong and fascinating & exactly his cup of tea :D

i promise to never let go of you.

signing off

wendyiscrazy

ilovehim.

2011-09-21T03:25:00.000+08:00

im in love with this lil penguin call pororo!! <3

cant sleep without bf without my side today. too used of him sleeping and hugging me to sleep already. how i hope i could move to his house. hehe ^^ really love my bf alot. he's like the one who pulled me up from my sadness and help me to forget about that jerk who hurt me. all bf do is showered me with alot of love. giving me everything and treat me the best. im glad that i met him. but its hard to say we will lasted now. cause its still our honey moon period. but still i cherish everyday wit him. ilovehim (:

signing off

wendylikeCRAZY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY son gain!

2011-09-20T08:59:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to son gain noona !!

maknae of brown eyed girls. sexy wit her unique eyeliner. nickname ''eyeliner'' by jokwon yeobo.

today is adam couple's 2nd year anniversary too.

went for dinner & movie 2AM SHOW wit selena yesterday. had my favourite korean food again. kimchi kimchi!! 2AM SHOW was awesome. but was too short and will be better if those extra guest singer wasn't there. but overall not bad. at least i get to see my jokwon oppa 3D real closely (:

jokwon oppa HWAITING!

2AM HWAITING !!!

im happy wit my life now.

although i lose 2 important person in my life.

yes,i do miss them.

but people that never tried to stay in my world.

im sorry,i wont hold you back too.

this is life isn't it?

people just come and go.

signing off

wendyisCRAZY_

get out of my way!

2011-09-19T10:27:00.000+08:00

im back after missing for a few days. was wit my new love kelvin (: so far so good. im living my life to the fullest. i tell people that im not ready for relationship for the time being. but who knows i found someone that im willing to trust love once more. today 2 person is out from my life. one is my old love,all i left for him is hatred i guess. everything he done just made me feel gross. i might love him and once cant leave without him but its not the same anymore. i still move on my life. the second person is my dear. although it might be really a joke to her but to me it just hurt. i hate being neglect by someone. anw going to cine leisure for dinner and 2am show wit selena later on. been so long since i last saw her. gonna photo spam (:

signing off

wendyiscrazy

how well i forget.

2011-09-14T01:48:00.000+08:00

lazy to do anything recently. haha. just hope all my readers is doing fine (:

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wendyiscrazy

i'll get thru this.

2011-09-12T15:10:00.000+08:00

just woke up from my long long sleep. i sleep from yesterday 8pm till 2am plus. sleep for around, 20 HOURS!! hehe^^ yesterday went amk in the morning to sing k. went to expo for adidas fair but bought nothing. waste our ezlink card money only. after that went changi village for dinner. the food there was nice and cheap (: good good!! took bus to bishan inter and took train home. from north till west, like spore tour only. anw im gonna go prepare and meet dear at jurong point le. after that play lantern wit ''HEY WENDY''. ohya,we just made a group ourself call hey wendy. but i dont know why the group name is under my name. hahas!!

signing off

wendylikeCRAZY.

things are different now.

2011-09-10T02:53:00.000+08:00

i dont believe in anything nao. all i believe now is things really will make a person change. after 2 failed relationship i become worse. since no one appreciate what i have done. why must i remain as the faithful girl that only love a guy wholeheartly? and in the end im left with nothing but a broken heart. totally joke. im much more happier this way. all i could say now is i never stop loving him for even a second.

signing off

wendylikeCRAZY

its time.

2011-09-08T21:19:00.000+08:00

the thing that i most dont wish to talk now is relationship. im tired of loving someone wholeheartly and getting hurt again. for now, love is bullshit to me. i guess when someone went through the most hurtful thing in life,he/she will feel that those small things is nothing at all already. when u lose the one u thought will hold your hand for the rest of you life leave u. when his family is already like your own family. when everything u do alone remind you of him. thats a total torture. no one can break my heart nao cause i have no heart,no feeling and no emotional anymore. nothing can bring me down (:

aigoo!~ my shirt is like so transparent. my fats is all shown! :D

went ph to party wit dear and her friend yesterday night. party from 11pm till 4.30am. was totally worn out due to my heels. my party mode is kinda on now. should i go again wit them on next wed? i think i really need to consider.

signing off

wendylikeCRAZY

im getting over you.

2011-09-07T05:06:00.001+08:00

currently freezing in my cosy room putting up precious give me de facial mask. today admitted to hospital due to my low blood. meet up wit sis at amk,talk alot wit her. seeing her and her hubby roger in so good relationship make me so envy. im really happy to see her finally found her happiness. my godson is coming to this world in 6 weeks. cant wait to hug him. he's my next boyfriend! im so gonna showered him wit love. meet up wit precious too. this time i never cry infront of her. proud of myself (: anw i already decided to give up me and him de relationship. i feel that its actually pointless to hold on to this relationship anymore. i did everything i can. i suffered through this 2 weeks. i feel so stupid that i almost wanted to end my life because of him. when he can be so heartless enjoying his single life and flirting wit girls out there. but what matters now is i see his true colour finally and im not that late yet. everyone is right,i have to suffered to a point and thats the time i give up. talked to mum about everything. she asked me whether do i still love him and do i want to let go of him. i cried and answered,yes i still love him but there's nothing i could do now other then letting go. i guess thats the way god wanted us to be. i tried my best to save this relationship but he chose to destroy it. i cant deny that im really happy for the past 10 months plus. i thanks him for loving me once,he's really a good bf. anw im so gonna forget him and move on! bye :D

2NE1 hate you

you really sucks.

i have no reason to see you.

this world is filled with guys like you.

you s-s-suck.

your flaws is countless.

to just put up with it and love you is waste of my time.

hate you eh eh eh eh

im fine living without you.

hate you eh eh eh eh

im fine living without you.

my memories with you.

consist only of memories waiting for you.

no matter how much i put up with it,

and put up with it,it wouldn't end.

i wanted to hear those word i love you.

your unconcerned love.

i grew tired of it.

it feels terrible,i threw all my pride away.

im sad,is it all im worth?

im worried now of the four letter word.

LOVE!

im scared,you'r hilarious.

you really sucks.

i have to reason to see you.

this world is filled with guys like you.

you s-s-suck!

your flaws is countless.

to just put up with it and love you,

its a waste of time.

hate eh eh eh

im fine living without you.

hate you eh eh eh

im fine living without you.

the words coming out from your mouth.

no matter how many times you deceive me and deceive me with you lies,

its wouldn't end.

someday you,too

will meet a girl like you.

once you feel the pain,you'll know how i feel.

it feels terrible,

there was never such thing as hero.

with a happy ending,

was i too naive like a fool?

it turned out for the better since now i figured you out.

im going to leave,you really sucks.

you s-s-sucks

i have no reason to see you.

this world is filled with guys like you.

you s-s-suck

your flaws is clueless.

to just put it up and love you,

its a waste of my time.

hate you eh eh eh

im fine living without you.

hate you eh eh eh

im fine living without you.

i feel relieved.i feel much better.

down to bone.

i've erased every last memory of you.

i feel relieved.i feel much better.

down to bone.

i've erased every last memory of you.

you really sucks.

i have no reason to see you.

this world is filled with guys like you.

you s-s-suck.

your flaws are countless.

to just put up and love you,

is waste of time.

hate you eh eh eh

im fine living without you.

hate you eh eh eh

im fine living without you.

signing off

wendyisCRAZY

like a fool.

2011-09-06T03:11:00.000+08:00

i felt that i had a split personality. sometime i felt that im so tired of trying i wanna let him go. but after awhile i started to miss him,started to cry about our break up. does this happen to all girls or just me? i've done everything i could. but all i could do is wait. i talked to my reflection,my shadow,my toy,friends. but doesn't help at all. i start to afraid of noise,food and even sleep. today is the 11th days since we break off. i've never in my life felt so painful in my past break up. i used to be a happy girl that all friend could laugh all day wit me. but now i dont even even know myself. im like a living corpse. i could feel the pain in my heart aching so badly. im just like a puppet,when he say a single sweet thing i can be very happy but the moment he say something hurtful i cried. i hate myself so much. but i just cant let go,no matter how bad he treated me and how much hurtful things he said. i still wanna wait,wait for that day he turned his head around and look at me. thats how pathetic i am now.

2AM - like a fool

like a fool,why dint i know.

like a fool,why did i let you go.

like a fool,my heart cries slowly.

i know now.

my love is only you.

even if my eyes look for you.

even if my heart pressure me.

i didn't believe that it was love.

i believe that i was lonely and need to lean on you.

like a fool,why didn't i know.

like a fool,why did i let you go.

like a fool,my heart cries slowly.

i know now.

my love is only you.

let stop acting like a fool.

let's not heart ache alone.

when tears fell because if pain.

i become upset with my heart for being weak.

like a fool,why didn't i know.

like a fool,why did i let you go.

like a fool,my heart cries slowly.

i know now.

do you know,that you are my love.

do you know,that you fill my heart.

like a fool.

i've just found out that.

you,i call you.

because without you,i cant move on.

signing off

wendylikecrazy

people change.

2011-09-05T02:26:00.000+08:00

the earth is round. people come & go. people change.

thats the fact about living in this earth i guess. no one cant live without another one by your side. even if there is,no matter how much you hate to let go. when the times come,you still have to. maybe you will feel extreme pain in the beginning but things will get better eventually. i know it cause im going through all this now,im still trying my very best to get over all this. i cant tell you when will i get over at least i tried isn't it?and whats the point crying over a relationship when its too late to be mend. plus the fact is no one cares. everyone in this earth is selfish. same goes to me & you. i once heard someone told me :'' no one worth your tears,the one who love you wont let you tears.'' it really make sense. but i was blinded wit love at that time and mayb even now.

signing off

wendylikecrazy

stay STRONG!

2011-09-03T02:20:00.000+08:00

hey im here again readers (: been so long since i blog a happy post. anyway,i sort things out. i cant make my loved ones worry about me anymore. my besties,my precious,my dear,my readers,my sister and my unborn godson. im not alone afterall. just be friend wit him and understand each other well bah. jokwon can stay single for 10 years why cant i (: maybe i shud concentrate more on finding job. someone tag me :'' i will not strong,i am strong'' u know who you are! YES! i am strong. pray for me readers! i wont disappointed anyone of you. off to watch my kpop drama. neglect them for the whole week. miss them soo much. here i come~

signing off

wendyisCRAZY_

silent phobia.

2011-09-01T23:22:00.000+08:00

watch movie and eaten mac wit baby today. me and him hasn't patch up. sometimes i really hope whats thinking in his heart. i dont know when will i get tired of trying. it just hurt so badly when my effort just goes down into the drain. but i just dont wish to give up trying,i can change myself.,force myself to do things i dislike but i cant give up my love just like that. giving up my love doesn't only make me lost him but also my smiles and laughter.

this song is sang by my favourite taiwan singer.

the first singer i ever loved.

show luo zhi xiang!!

could search for eng sub if dont understand.

signing off

wendylikeCRAZY_

just the two of us.

2011-08-31T22:00:00.000+08:00

currently im feeling so damn sleepy. think i use too much of my energy today laughing and walking ard wit besties already. now like totally worn out. anw,i had a awesome day wit besties today. shop at bugis but bought nothing. eat hotdog bun,snow frost and also korean food. the one i found on internet. its located at concorde,the one beside center point(?) cheap and nice (: manged to survive my iphone from morning 10am till 7pm. 9 hours in total. not bad huh. gonna buy potable charger real soon ^^

my besties for more den 8 years (?)

signing off

wendylikeCRAZY_

missing how it was before.

2011-08-30T06:01:00.000+08:00

today im feeling better. took back all the memories stuff we have from him. the moment i saw him i cried. i miss him more then i thought. he told me how much he miss me. im not sure whether he's saying it from his heart but im already happy wit just this simple sentence. after not eating and sleeping for 4 days. today i start to eat abit. i cried lesser as well. friends scolding me silly for waiting for him,is like im giving up the whole forest because of a tree. they asked me what if i wait and he had found a new one. i did think of this question before. but what can i do? i just cant live without him.

signing off

wendyisCRAZY_

happy birthday jokwon yeobo!!!

2011-08-28T02:47:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 23th BIRTHDAY to jokwon oppa!!~

some of you will wonder who is this guy. and why did i like him so much. he's a korean band name 2AM's leader. he have been trainee in JYP entertainment for 10 years.. today is his 2657 day in JYP. the hard work and effort he put in his career is alot more then those other korean idol.

signing off

wendylikeCRAZY.

even if i die,i cant let you go.

2011-08-27T16:54:00.000+08:00

im back readers. im not getting any better in fact worse. i cried under my blanket,clearing my throat before answering every single call,tried so hard to laugh and smile just not to let everyone beside me worried about me. when my heart is aching so badly. everyone tell me that i will be fine,ask me to cheer up. but when? they dont know the pain in my heart at all. i have no idea what to do anymore. i cant take this. this is killing me! not been sleeping and eating since yesterday night. each time i close me eyes i can feel he is just beside me. and everytime i end up opening my eyes in tears. in life we really cant make a single mistake. today is sat,mum bought me chicken rice. crying in my room while eating,in order not to let her suspect i tried so hard to swollow down the food but ending up i throwing out everything. i really feel like hugging my mum & ask her what should i do. why would things end up like this? i hate myself so much,why why why? why am i becoming this pathetically? since young i have been so afraid to be being neglect & being alone. all my mum care is my younger bro. so to me,he's already is my family. but now this family of mine leave me. im left wit nothing. have u all ever wonder how will u feel like when u know the only one who loved u in this world leave u? and when this is the second time u encounter this kind of feelings. the impact is double. no matter what u do,all u think of is him. and when u think of him,all u can do is cry. can anyone of u tell me what should i do? time will heal everything is just bullshit.

signing off

wendyisCRAZY_

10 mths 27 days.

2011-08-27T06:09:00.000+08:00

this time round i cant do anything to save my relationship anymore. no matter what i do,he's leaving me. he cant be blame. is my wrong this round. i always thought i would live happily after wit this guy i spend almost 11 months wit. he's someone i loved the most in my life. the one whom pull me up from my previous failed relationship. the one whom showered me wit loved and care. but i made the biggest mistake in my life that hurt him. although he forgive me 2 months ago but i know he will leave me sooner or later. i tried to run away from the problem when i know the scar i had done in his heart cant be mend. but this is finally happening. i have to face the consequence. i never thought that the moment that he tell me he wanted to break wit me would be that hurtful. its just like my heart is tearing apart. my mind went blank. tears start rolling down like river. everything i see become black & white. its hurt so badly everytime i breath. memories of us together flash back. hands went numb and cold. i can feel the pain i had cause him. i start hating myself,hating myself why must i do such thing to this man whom i love him so deeply and this man that once love me so deeply too. im sorry for everything. but saying sorry cant bring him back to me anymore. everything is too late. i tell him before that he's my everything and i mean it. he's my thoughful hubby,my sweet boyfriend,my caring friend. i did think of ending my life but when i saw his photo in my phone. i changed my mind. i wanna see this man forever. i still want him to hold my hand till the end. i still want my baby to call him daddy and call me mummy. i still want to see him every morning the first thing i wake up. and give him a goodnight kiss everynight. there still alot of things i have not done wit this man that i loved so badly. i will prove it to him! althought it might be tough but at least i tried. i just need a little luck from god (:

this 2 rings,i believe they will find each other one day.

signing off

wendylikeCRAZY_

me & my vampire life (:

2011-08-22T04:45:00.000+08:00

annyeong!!~

its 4am right nao. im freezing in my cosy and supreme comfortable room. sleepy but dont wanna waste itme on sleep. hehe^^ thats me!! i always feel that sleeping is a waste of time. total vampire! only willing to sleep when i saw the sun rising. and willing to wake up when the sun set. tmr going to checkpoint to sell alive blackberry and hopefully i can dyed my black roots away. but still thinking whether i shud change a new colour or not. yesterday went double date movie and steamboat wit dear & his bf zhixian. was fun and next week another outing wit them to east coast roller blade again. hope i look great with my hair all tied up if we happen to take any photo. currently stalking at shineeworld blogspot. all those photo and video make me super hyper O.O i will share one that make me nearly crazy video below (:

almighty key & blingbling jonghyun planning a heart pose.

me & hub.

i looked so young dont i ? :P

me & dear.

signing off

wendylikeCRAZY_

no more thick brown :D

2011-08-19T01:33:00.000+08:00

hihi (: back from hub house after watching 'on the frindge'. have not eaten my dinner when its already 1:30 midnight. went bugis for a job interview at noon but dont intend to work there. somehow the job require me to ask more people to join this company which i heard from some of my friend before. and it wasn't a very good job. trim my eyebrown and it look kinda weird :D but still im gonna trim this kind of brown from now on cause i prefer this then my thick eyebrown. hahas! sad thing is im born wit such a thick eyebrown. sat going steamboat,movie and blahblahblah wit dear & her bf. couple date!!! was soo soo soo excited about it.

me & dear <3

signing off

wendyisCRAZY_

feeling fade,people change

2011-08-13T00:49:00.000+08:00

totally moodless today. tears falling continuesly. disappointed and heartbroken. why would turn end up like this. for this time,mayb for the last time. i cant act that im fine when im not anymore. i had no idea what i shud do to save this relationship cause i now u had given up and letting go of my hand. people say time heal but to me time give me pain. every second,my mind is flashing those happy memories we once had. i wish i cant feel anything. what am i to you? nothing compare to liquor? i feel silly giving up everything for you,and this is what i get in return.

signing off

wendylikeCRAZY

happy birthday singapore!!

2011-08-09T04:55:00.000+08:00

hi reader (:

im going to go off to genting wit my family. anw HAPPY BIRTHDAY to singapore. and im actually going out of singapore on this days :D

signing off

wendyisCRAZY

august please be nice (:

2011-08-04T05:37:00.000+08:00

gwangsoo,jongkook, MC jaesuk,ACE jihyo,joongki,sukjin,haha & gary

recently was broke like shit. finding job everywhere but still unable to find. rotting at home watching all my korean drama everyday. hate being broke D: favourite korean variety show recently. RUNNING MAN!!! this show was like super awesome i swear. totally addicted to it. everyday im like crazily laughing at this.

DEAR august please be nice to me!! (:

today is august 4th. this month i really hope that at least i could find some parttime job to get some income. and also hope that iphone4 white got stock. i need to change my phone like seriously. blackberry going to die already :(

dear pm me ytd. i was glad :D i think we hab been losing contact since last year (?) cause of some arguement & misunderstanding. thinking of it i felt so regretted,cried when i think of our past. our friendship was so strong once. but why do it ended up like this cause of this small lil things?! anw we are back tgt again (: she's still the dear i cherish alot like last time.

dear's blog : ''Baby thanks for encouraging me to message DEAR since last year... But yesterday i finally text her and everything went well. How can i give up such a best best lagi best friend when i was in a wrong. She forgive me :D And i will not make the mistake anymore. (Y) Peace !

ps: was really touch when i saw it <3

signing off

wendylikeCRAZY_

korean cuisine

2011-07-31T23:37:00.000+08:00

jurong point's korean restaurant (:

kimchi soup !!

fried prawn.

beef and chicken.

pear and peach korean drinks.

signing off

wendylikeCRAZY_

im glad that im alive!!

2011-07-26T16:52:00.000+08:00

back to blog. i feel that my readers has been dropping down T.T is it because i been posting really less recently. u all can check out my tumblr too. its http://imcrazyoverkpop.tumblr.com

im glad that im alive. cause i get to feel loved by all my loves one. and get to even see who treat my good wholeheartly and bad(:

signing off

wendylikeCRAZY

no money no honey.

2011-07-20T02:41:00.000+08:00

hi reader,im here again (:

recently dint really take photo so i never update my blog as well. working at my new job currently. but i will be working till this weekend only. my new medicure job will start on 1st august. hope everything will goes well. im happy that the place is just like 15mins walk from my house. but the working time like abit long :( 11 hours everyday leyy!!! means no time to meet hubby & all my loves one already. cant wait to get my iphone on 5th august,and say goodbye to my blackberry. i've been counting down since last month. there's so many things i wanna buy recently. a mont blanc wallet when my pay is stable,dyed my black roots again and cut my frindge. LOL

me,geraldine & my unborn godson!

meet sister ytd. like a so long never see already. godson EDD date is 1st november. cant wait to see him. baobei godson! come out safe and healthy okay! gan-ma loves you ♥

signing off

wendylikeCRAZY

happy 3rd years anniversary to 2AM!!!

2011-07-11T17:29:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 3rd YEAR ANNIVERSARY to 2AM!!!

im really happy for them.those hard work they have put in finally comes out wit something. especially for jokwon oppa. every performance for him is so precious and he will do his best in every performance as well. those who dislike them or even said that jokwon is not good. please open ur eyes big big and see how tough he had been for the first 8 years of trainee times. he has such a determination to fight for his dream that seldom people do. i will support 2AM till the end. hwaiting oppa ♥

signing off

wendylikeCRAZY

friendship last forever(:

2011-07-08T00:37:00.000+08:00

currently fb chatting wit friend. one thing i hate about online at fb is that those freaking desperate jerk will all spam my fb chatbox. anyway,went town wit my besties xuanwei & weiyi. had a super fun day. want more of it but cannot :( soon gonna join their iphone4 gang. hehe^^ cant wait. 36 more days to go...

xuanwei,me & weiyi

DIN CHA at fareast

tomyum soup(Y)

balacan fried rice

noodle soup (?)

the ''xia zi chi le dou jiang xiang''

totally dont make sense.

signing off

wendylikeCRAZY

lovely daughter.

2011-07-07T01:32:00.000+08:00

hii readers!

miss me?! hehe^^ been rotting at home for the second week. starting my new job at suntec. cant wait seriously. pay and timing was all im very satisfied wit. the best thing is that im working wit my precious :D meet up wit my lovely daughter stef today. had beef at dong da men and coffee from starbuck. talk alot of korean stuff. indeed my daughter (: tmr meeting besties,love it!!!

me & my lovely daughter.

korea dry ramen.

the noodle,took quite long to be cooked.

the seasoning and oil.

signing off

wendylikeCRAZY

popping cooking.

2011-06-30T04:45:00.000+08:00

hello^^ not been blogging recently. was more active on my tumblr. those who has not follow me on tumblr,pls follow (:

http://imcrazyoverkpop.tumblr.com

first time post a photo of myself tie ing up my hair and without make-up. do i look horrible? hahas! i think so. im really glad to see more and more of my readers tagging at my tagboard. you'll are my energy to keep on blogging. here's some photo that i took this month.

fathers day celebration at johore.

dont know whether is there any outlet at singapore.

shud try it.

really unique and nice (:

popping cooking - happy kitchen cupcake

bought at NEX mall - sarangoon.

i think its ard $12

and it can be eaten (:

it comes wit container like this.

powdering and some lil decoration sweet.

this is the vanilla flavour cupcake.

into the microwave for 40 sec.

prefer the chocolate one ^^

each flavour 3 cupcake.

strawberry cream.

vanilla cream

hub took de photo after decorating.

he claimed that he take photo better then me.

my turn to take photo.

arrow pointed is the cupcake i decorate.

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wendylikeCRAZY

just kwon.

2011-06-26T12:17:00.003+08:00

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wendylikeCRAZY

oww my bb!!

2011-06-24T00:46:00.000+08:00

my blackberry phone tried to die into the toliet bowl and he drown.

he dead for awhile but was safe by me.

hopefully he will be able to revive back in no times :(

amen!!!

signing off

wendylikeCRAZY

all alone at home

2011-06-22T14:46:00.000+08:00

im all alone at home.

without food :(

not even a single food.

will hab to go out and buy food myself.

but still thinking what i shud buy .

anyway readers!

please help me follow my tumblr.

http://www.imcrazyoverkpop.tumblr.com

thanks ^^

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wendylikeCRAZY

new tumblr

2011-06-21T01:53:00.002+08:00

reader please support & follow my new tumblr.

i will post all bout kpop (:

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wendylikeCRAZY

save like crazy.

2011-06-20T22:03:00.000+08:00

went to northpoint sakae to have sushi dinner wit 2 of my besties.

xuanwei & weiyi.

after that still go hav desert.

eat until super full.

but still lots of fun.

i think i this few days really spend too much.

must save till the end of the month le.

so that i next month wont so xinku.

signing off

wendylikeCRAZY

green lantern!

2011-06-19T22:14:00.000+08:00

just posting some recent photo wit kwonnie oppa today.

tmr meeting besties.

yay yay!!!

will update more tmr.

byee readers (:

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wendylikeCRAZY

we dont understand.

2011-06-17T00:18:00.002+08:00

quarrel wit hub ytd.

really hate to hear the sentence :''i think we dont understand each other''.

and even for now when i think of this sentence.

tears roll down from my eyes.

i cant imagine him saying this.

signing off

wendylikeCRAZY

only only U U U!!~

2011-06-15T14:10:00.001+08:00

yesterday meet besties.

had a totally fun day.

and i want more of the fun times :(

we meet like 10am in the morning to go kbox at scape.

both of us ordered the same set.

pasta!

not very naise, also not very awful.

besties singing pose.

me!!

both me & my camera were freezing inside the room.

and this is what happen!

no matter how many times i wipe the lens.

still sooo blur =.=

fareast ''enjoy thai food''.

pineapple rice wit prawn.

tomyum fried rice.

tomyum seafood soup.

i tell aunty i dont wanna rice and she add super many ingredient for me.

desert mango sticky rice!!

end up me & besties eat until damn full.

until we cant even walk.

but the food was so nice.

u'll shud try it.

its at basement.

the shop used to be long john if im not wrong.

me & besties.

8 years of friendship still counting on...

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wendylikeCRAZY_

have you?

2011-06-12T22:57:00.001+08:00

weekend was wit hubby. intend to eat waraku e japanese. but queue was freaking long,end up eat fish & co. first time eat fish & co, the food there was nice. love the fish & chip. currently watching AML. still hungry after eating shark fin soup & cup corn :( and ya,i finally post some photo of myself with makeup :D i knew nowadays my post have been posting all those korean band photo especially 2AM. for those who have no interested in them,im sorry. i will try to post some things more interesting (:

when you love a woman, you tell her that she's really wanted. you tell her that she's the one for you and she needs someone like you. and its gonna last forever. you got to hold her tight,give her some faith and a little tenderness. you gonna treat her right. you will be there for you when you need her,not just by saying but by action. taking care of her. you gotta love your woman like how she loves you.

have you ever really loved a woman?

-BY bryan adam

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wendylikeCRAZY_